Thurday calm down calm down

1.see those ppl,like this,see those girls like this...really not feeling good.dunno why ar~why am i stress inside my heart.they like talk nosence,me really cant hold for it,vommit see them speak nocense.maybe i change rdy.hopefully this depression may gone after i speak out here.he just try to make fun from others shame,and pull up himself.me really angry but my EQ really high,relieve~relieve~he only scare the powerful ppl.she was the cheap girl i ever see,so dun made into it.
2.But what happenend good this few days,i made a friends from facebook,her name is xt.always find me to chat,many ppl find me chat this few days..jingru,peychin,mc and many~just make our relationship better and this is what we call keep in touch.xt even give her number to me>.
3.i went school this few days,actually no need to come,but for me to be do revison then i go.now i felt even dun wan share with them the teachings...so bad ar me~sometime should be like this i just being too nice for everyone,so i wouldn`t be 好人rdy.ppl faces so weak easily to be explored by me,im dunno wat this call intelligent or not,but i just still hvn`t pratice those工心计skills in my life,if not,just lazy to care on them.after write so far,im clearly noe wat im want keep relationship with him coz hv advantage and dun bother her.that rite.